Pondering’s of Pixie
April 4, 2008 by pixiep
First of all let me get this out of the way…………………
*****IT IS FRIDAY!! THANK THE GOOD LORD ABOVE I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER F-ING WEEK!!!!******
Good news for the day (besides the fact that it is Friday)- I am still sick, but feeling better, kind of an oxymoron isn’t it?
Bad News for the day: I am still 6 hours away from the joy and celebration of Friday.
I have noticed that while on my medication, I seem to ponder the strangest things, and deeply too. Like this morning I was looking at myself in the mirror and realized how enormous my head is. The opposite of this of course is when you look at any pictures of me (especially my wedding photos which OMFG I looked like a weeble in white) my head looks tiny in comparison to my body. Kind of like the shrunken head guy on the movie Beetlejuice.
Other things I have pondered today:
If it would hurt if I rolled my car by driving too fast and hitting a snowbank
How it would feel to walk into work and give everyone the finger, spew many different expletives and I f-ing quit.
Becoming a professional photographer
Being a circus performer
Ways to get back at someone you despise, without getting caught.
In addition to pondering, I have also grown some new obsessions/compulsions:
Cutting my hair- obsession with my hair leads me to cutting at least 4 sections each morning- they look good at the time, but when I wake up they look drab and boring so out the scissors come. I believe in a few weeks I may look like Uncle Fester.
Decorating my house- maybe you think this isn’t so bad, but it is when there is absolutely nothing wrong with your house. My husband just spent 2 weeks fixing and repainting the living room and dining room, throwing out furniture and insane amounts of junk. My obsession now, to make Debbie Travis jealous. My compulsion, to buy all these little ambient nick nacks, table runners, area rugs, candles and anything else I can think of. I suppose the compulsion is more that I can’t stop myself from buying it. I have become a shopaholic. Which being in the financial situation we are currently in, is very, very bad.
So on the schedule for tonight, a lovely Friday night in, searching for a new job and writing some more stories.
Or, cleaning and picking up dog hair which is probably more likely.
pixiep