I got my haircut yesterday, and it looks really good. I wanted it a bit shorter but I trust the stylists advice in relation to the shape fattness of my face. I was too tired to color it the blazing red last night. That can wait until the weekend. Speaking of weekend, this is going to be a great weekend for my mental health. 3 days in a row of no work!!! I really need to catch up on some ZZZZZZ’s. And plot ways to get out of work the following week 
Now that I am in therapy, I was thinking alot today about someone who inspires me, someone I look up to. Other than myself (just kidding) I have to say I look up to my best friend. I have never told him that. He is amazingly talented, but so modest about it. He struggles on when the going is tough and has never required medication, like me. He makes me laugh when I want to cry and would bend of backwards for me. And he likes my poorly behaved kids. What more could I ask for???
The transformation of our living room is beginning. We are trying to create a more serene environment for me. Just little things to try and keep me relaxed when the shit hits the fan when the going gets tough. I was so sick of that sponged brown and beige walls and all the burgundy furniture. I needed COLOR!!! So my hubby is hard at work, which is good because then he is not yelling at everyone about everything.
I think that fact that I am better has somehow made him worse. He is so edgy and screams at me and the kids about everything. Plus he finds fault in all the little things. It makes me wonder…. maybe it’s not me????
Here is a piece of my sick humor in time for easter
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5427138374898988918
