BLAH!!!! BLECK!!!
It is Monday….
My entire neighborhood smells like a sewer, due to endless rain and snow clogged catch basins.
I checked the mailbox today in anticipation of a big fat cheque, the result of a bank mistake, or publisher’s clearing house draw and all I found were more (surprise!!) bills.
I can not for the life of [...]
Archive for March, 2008
Case of the “Monday’s”
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged anxiety, case of the monday's, complaints, monday, paxil, side effects on March 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sundays closing…and I am depressed
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged depressed, Dexter, Ice truck Killer, lorazepam, night terrors, sunday on March 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Its Sunday, 10pm and I can hardly remember a thing I have done this weekend. I remember leaving work on Friday, I remember 5 minutes ago. I remember how absolutely depressed I am thinking about having to go to work tomorrow. I am having writers block about what to write about, I am craving the [...]
Exciting news from Pixieland
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged advice, articles, new blogs, news on March 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My article “Decoding Dreams” was just approved to be published in an online magazine. Details to follow……
Plus, My traffic to my associated content webpage has increased by 1000 views in the last 2 days. That is more than in the last 2 months. I am so happy my stuff is getting out there. In the [...]
Whats in a name??
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged compulsions, hypochondria, name change, Obsessions, OCD on March 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Two things have happened so far this morning:
1) I woke up with a PANIC attack, which I have not had in at least 3 weeks or since the Paxil took effect. (Personally I believe it was from taking Sleep Eze last night which, pardon the pun, did not help me sleep easy)
2) I decided without [...]
One small step for man, One HUGE step for Pixie
Posted in Uncategorized on March 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I actually sent two of my articles to a magazine today. Can you believe it???? I was so shocked with myself I had to slap myself in the face twice for good measure. Unfortunatley there a good and bad points to this.
Good Point: I sent two articles to and editor at an online magazine
Bad Point: [...]
Medication immunity
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged depression, immunity, lorazepam, medication increase, paxil on March 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Second post today. I am so god damn bored I can barely take it. Medication (Paxil) is not working as well as it should. Or I could be extremely tired, which is why I have done absolutely nothing but write (why by the way is not my job that I get paid for) all day. [...]
Relapse in treatment
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged depression, relapse, suicidal thoughts on March 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Yesterday I had a minor relapse in my depression/anxiety treatment. I had a terrible day and it got worse once my sitter decided she is raising the rates again. I don’t know if the fact that I am working in a job that depresses me beyond belief, only to hand over almost my entire paycheck [...]
Pursuing a new career
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged articles, good mental health, new career, writing on March 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I haven’t wrote at all over the Easter weekend. On the weekends I barely have a moment to myself so it makes it difficult to concentrate and output ideas. Kids jumping on you and sitting on your lap and saying “Mommy, Mommy, Mommy”. If I had a quarter for every time I heard that in [...]
The EMO haircut
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged emo hairstyles, haircut, short hair on March 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Ok so now that my emotional ranting is through, I wanted to tell everyone I got what is catagorized as an “EmO” haircut. It looks much like bed head, sharp, choppy layers all throughout. And much shorter. I love it other than the fact my hair is not STRAIGHT!! Once it is shorter it gets all [...]
Creating a serene environment
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged childhood depression, meditation, stress relief in children on March 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I went to the library today. I was lucky enough to get off work at 3pm and you know I high tailed it out of there. I picked up every book and CD I could find on meditation. Not for me though….. for my daughter. She is a very intense child. Emotional and explosive she [...]
